okay derrick writes me the meanest sweetest saddest fucking note. right? well it makes me mad, then i cry and feel sorry for him. right? well i wrote him back really sweet and shit and comes to find out he has a new g/f. what the fuck you dont tell someone you miss them while you are dating someone else. i dont know i just wanna fuckin stab him. andrew had to hold me back cause me and andrew was walkin down the hall and he gets in front of us and i just wanted to fuckin jump on him and beat his giant albino ass to a fuckin puddle of blood. i love andrew. hes always there for me. but yeah i guess that i will go. lata fuckas.