so today was good. right? well in d block i kept like passing out. i couldnt stay awake. it killed me cause i have to pass all my classes to graduate. yeah it fucking sucks. im a retard and goofed off so now i cant my last year. whatever. my jobs going great. my bday is monday. tuesday go for my fuckin licsence in which i will not get. cause my parents wouldnt let me drive till like a week till my test and all they fucking do is yell at me. and it really pissed me off. i cried which i havent done in a very long time. yeah and yet agian i cut myself to release all the fuckin hate that has built up in me for so long. i just really want to fuckin kill someone at the moment. but yeah. fuck it.